Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Chris Cornell: A Poetic Tribute




December is naturally a time of reflection. We are reminded of the past year’s burdens and beauty, pain and progression. And, oftentimes we focus on the unfinished.
As I internally summarize and come to terms with 2017, one thing remains…the incredible pain and loss from the passing of Chris Cornell.

There have been many calls to action for tributes to Chris, though I could never find the words to describe the loss and confusion I felt over his death. Confusion that was two fold - how could this happen to him and why does this affect me so deeply? 

I've often been asked, “Why are you so upset? It’s not like you knew him.” 

While this is true, you don't need to personally know someone for them to have a profound effect on you. I know that the love, loyalty and appreciation I feel for him is genuine. 

After recently watching this powerful, poignant Chris Cornell tribute video by Jake Bowen, I was inspired to create something for Chris as well, the way he created for others. Here is a poem I wrote for him. 



the wake of mourning



buzzing 
13 minutes before my alarm
the message…
No!

disoriented with disbelief
eyes blurry from morning 
stiff fingers type
the unthinkable
chris cornell  dead

headlines flow like a flood
Grunge Star Dead at 52
       Soundgarden 
Frontman
       Audioslave
Artist 
       Chris Cornell
I drown in dread of reality

sickness swirls in stomach 
sadness swells within 
No!
voice raspy and desperate
cries 
unrecognizable and uncontrollable 

social channels confirm
glorious pictures and grim captions 
stream steady 
unending unsatisfied 
force-feeding submission

RIP Chris Cornell
  this can’t be true
No one sings like you anymore
or ever will 

your eyes even more glorious now
translucent and telling
pure and kind
hair the color of bark
curls like the softness of spring 

this can't be the end

I meant to see you
again
tour plans 
setlist dreams
living the songs 
of youth
your rock and roll
your hall of fame
your future
your…

voice
romancing my soul
riffs of fire
rich and raw
rough edges
silky core
refined but not contained

the essence of God energy
filling rooms of fans 
you made equal

lyrics like
flutters of fresh love
honest hope
never denying the grip of darkness 
and its goal to mirror-image 

you claimed me with your art
substance of connection 
a heart vibration
of nostalgia 
and new
forward words
chords to loosen
tensions of life 
tapping into realms of hurt
dimensions of dread
kept hidden
even from myself
I was never alone

though we’ve not met
you were a friend
in times of trouble
a leader in community
questioning reason
flirting with freeness of spirit
guarding the miracle of creativity 
and inspiring it

oneness 
fierce but frightened 
brave but buried
heavy but enlightened

like magnets we remain 
drawn to you
we share the same
an artist’s soul
an insatiable desire to create
communicate 
to be heard
understood
to understand

beyond the deep dimensions 
that separate us now 
dear Chris Cornell 
we harken with honor
to your art
your soul teller 
your spirit spark

photo credit: Paul Lorkowski





Feel free to share any great Chris memory or memory of an artist lost in the comments below. Would love to hear about them! xo Monica

2 comments:

  1. Beautiful words and tribute for one of the best frontmen in history.

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    1. Thank you - I appreciate it! One of the GREATEST!!

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